I just never update this thing anymore. Oh well.
Let's see.
I didn't get the job in London. As such I'm starting work in Reading on the 1st. The commute is going to cost me £330 for the month ticket to Reading and £93 for the travelcard to get the tube.
That's £400 off my pay before I even start. I'm just not going to have any money ever. I don't even know why I bother sometimes.
I get paid on the 18th though! Great! Except that Mum keeps reminding me that it has to last 6 weeks instead of 4.
I worked it out and with tax I should get about £800 and then let's take off the £400 for the Jan tickets. Sigh...
I guess it's still more than I'm earning now though, that's a bonus..

Also I am petrified of starting this job and doing something wrong. I have had so many anxiety attacks over this thing. I had to ring them to ask for an address the other day. You know how long that took to build up to? But they actually sound so so nice. And I do know someone who works there (she was on my course) so hopefully I'll calm down. I'm going to force myself to do this thing. That's how to get over this? Throw myself at it? Get over it or have some kind of episode

Anyway, in other news, I am fucking cold! The heating in my room is screwed up. I have two choices, freeze or be woken up at 6am when the heating comes on louder than you can imagine. I chose to freeze. Last night was so bad though. And this morning.. it's just so cold in this house! I preferred it when it was too hot... Actually I think I'm just saying that because I'm cold and irritable. I hate being too hot. At least this cold thing I can theoretically do something about.

Also I haven't seen Sisky in about a month. She got sick, I took her back to her owners (they have loads of cats, btw, they probably have insurance) and I have not seen her since. So I just hope she's ok. It was a little silly of me to fall in love with a cat who wasn't mine :/

I need to go send a letter now.
(Oh, and Irwin ended up cheating on his boyfriend, confessing, and loosing his lover, BF and several other friends in the process. He's now single.
Chizzy is just getting up to some filthy, filthy things with his boyfriend X3
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